...Hers, ++Mine

...I wish you didn't do what you were supposed to do, but instead do what you wanted to do.
++What do you mean? Why do you keep on insisting that this is not what I want to do? Or is it the other way around?

...I wish you'd tell me, that way I can tell you back.
++Why do I need to tell you? Why can't you tell me? Why do you want to wait for me to do the first move?

...I wish I were just another one of your friends whom you can tell whatever comes to mind.
++You can always treat me like you other friends. But you know what? We are more than friends that's why you should be able to tell me anything more than anyone.

...I wish I wasn't me.
++Am I that of a bad partner that you want to escape from me by being someone else?

...And you weren't you. Maybe then we could be together as someone else.
++I am sorry for being me, this is all I am, I am sorry if I can not offer you more. I tried everything to please you, I tried to be myself more than anything, but still I am not what you want. Still there are missing pieces that I can not provide.


...Cruel wishes.
++True, forgive me for I can not grant them, but perhaps we can do something, anything to reach them. I can not do this alone. I beg for your help. Please let us do this together. Wishing while hurting me would not do a thing.

Alien Feeling

I hate this feeling, longing for something yet do not know what is. Hoping, no! Begging to know...

I am confused, caged in an asylum, hoping to see sanity. Wanting to remove the feeling of a stranger lurking behind dark shadows.

How can I be contented? Sleep, alcohol or maybe a long slumber? No! perhaps I am just too paranoid.

Then again, why does the feeling keep on growing. This is alien to me. Something new and weird, yet happy in some kind of way.

I miss you so much, I wanna hug you, kiss you and even squeeze you. I don't care if you cry or even push me away, all I know is I wanna be with you.

I will traverse even the alphabet, I will start from a, up to X, Y, Z and even go back to A. For you are my darling, my little devil, the only one who knows how to make me happy.