...Hers, ++Mine

...I wish you didn't do what you were supposed to do, but instead do what you wanted to do.
++What do you mean? Why do you keep on insisting that this is not what I want to do? Or is it the other way around?

...I wish you'd tell me, that way I can tell you back.
++Why do I need to tell you? Why can't you tell me? Why do you want to wait for me to do the first move?

...I wish I were just another one of your friends whom you can tell whatever comes to mind.
++You can always treat me like you other friends. But you know what? We are more than friends that's why you should be able to tell me anything more than anyone.

...I wish I wasn't me.
++Am I that of a bad partner that you want to escape from me by being someone else?

...And you weren't you. Maybe then we could be together as someone else.
++I am sorry for being me, this is all I am, I am sorry if I can not offer you more. I tried everything to please you, I tried to be myself more than anything, but still I am not what you want. Still there are missing pieces that I can not provide.


...Cruel wishes.
++True, forgive me for I can not grant them, but perhaps we can do something, anything to reach them. I can not do this alone. I beg for your help. Please let us do this together. Wishing while hurting me would not do a thing.

Alien Feeling

I hate this feeling, longing for something yet do not know what is. Hoping, no! Begging to know...

I am confused, caged in an asylum, hoping to see sanity. Wanting to remove the feeling of a stranger lurking behind dark shadows.

How can I be contented? Sleep, alcohol or maybe a long slumber? No! perhaps I am just too paranoid.

Then again, why does the feeling keep on growing. This is alien to me. Something new and weird, yet happy in some kind of way.

I miss you so much, I wanna hug you, kiss you and even squeeze you. I don't care if you cry or even push me away, all I know is I wanna be with you.

I will traverse even the alphabet, I will start from a, up to X, Y, Z and even go back to A. For you are my darling, my little devil, the only one who knows how to make me happy.

Election Exchange Tool

Election Exchange is a free tool for surveys specifically made for 2010 Election.

Anyone with google (gmail) account can use this service.

It's interface is a map of the Philippines divided by it's province. When highlighted the data survey will display for that province.

You can manipulate the data displayed in the map by editing your google document. (Upon sign up a google document will be created with default selection of the choices you made.)

This web app can be nice tool for candidates running for national position such as Presidents, Vice Presidents, Senators, Party Lists and etc.

Please visit Election exchange here or copy paste this url to your browser http://www.electionexchange.ph/


This tool is not limited to this Election only, but can also be customize depending on the users need. For more information, You can visit the website of the maker of this cool web app here or copy paste this url to your browser http://98labs.com/

Ifs, Maybes, Perhaps

I always wonder if I can change the world? If I can turn back time? If I can change a simple decision in my life?

Then again life would not be life... I have done a lot of things I regret of, but there are also things that I am proud of.

I know that I could be happier but then again I could also be lonelier.

Life is risking, you may gain some things, but you may also loose other things, there is no sure thing in what will happen.

Leave life to the fullest, learn from everything that happen to you, be thankful if you got hurt, for it means you you survive. Be grateful you lough for it means you enjoy.

Life will always be life, you will always loose something, but you will also gain things.

Thank you...

Welcome To My World

Every one can start from scratch... Everyone can change for the better or for the worst.

In one point of our life there is an event that will drive us to change. This event can be happy or sad...

Loosing someone special can trigger this, like loosing your family members or the person you love.

Loosing or pain is not the only on reason that can change a person happiness and gaining something will also rock your world.

Thanks for the people that make me change...